idk my life anymore...

OK,
I am so tired of babysitting I have to babysit pretty much everyday starting Monday.... babysitting wouldn't be so bad if it didn't take up all my time. The money is good but I have summer assignments I am doing for school that I have NO time to do, and a History project that I have No time to Work on. I fell as though summer is almost over and I haven't even got a break to regain my energy that I will need for next school year...I also have a summer goal I am working on which is to read the Book of Mormon by the end of summer which is like August 1... and I am only in 2nd Nephi chapter 4... So I pretty much get up sometime between 5-7 depending on how exhausted I am when I wake up and how I am doing my hair, what i am wearing that day, etc... and I don't get home until 6. The second i walk in the door my mom says "please do your chores" and so I have time to do my chores and eat dinner by which time I just want to sit down from such a long day...
One of my best friends told me she just wants to be regular friends- where you say hi to each other but don't get together all the time or call each other etc... and my other best friend which is that girls best friend doesn't ever hang out with me anymore and is going to be gone for the rest of the summer at EFY, and other places.... Chantelle is always hanging out with her Boyfriend when she isn't working and when she is finally home she invites him over or goes to bed early...
I don't really understand why I can never get friends very easily, I guess maybe I am just one of those annoying girls no one wants to hang around....
To top everything off no matter how tired I am I can't seem to get any sleep! And My brother Alex has been gone all week... I seriously don't know my life anymore...
The other day I told my dad I was excited to be 16 cause I can drive and I don't have to have them drive me everywhere, and he freaked out and got all mad at me and said "The first time you drive off without permission you get grounded and your keys taken away"... Over-reaction! I told him that's not what i meant when I said you guys wouldn't have to drive me everywhere but by that time he wasn't listening anymore. well I guess I 'll go now cause my mom wants to get on...I'm not trying to complain but everyone says I never write on my blog and that's why cause I never have time to and I have nothing to write about except babysitting cause my life is so boring and I'm not going to bore you with that stuff... Well I love you all and I guess I'll write later!