Emily

September 1st. Wow time sure does fly by doesnt it? I'm still located in California. I still work at the Boulder Lodge. My hours of decreased a lot! I only worked 2 hours today... in my opinion it seems like a waste of time to stay here with this low of income. Yet here I am. My boss would look me to stay so I do. I am doing good out here. I came here to work for college but also to find myself. To figure out who I want to be and what I want from my life. I got slightly distracted along the way with a very special boy, a boy who isnt the one for me. I dont know why I cant seem to keep my mind straight... I change my mind so easily it bothers me. There is a logical excuse each time but its getting old. Well I don't have much to say right now so I guess I'll talk another time. ADIOS!