Wednesday, July 23, 2008

OMGosh I am SOOO excited...

So, our Friend Paula came down from Minnesota and is visiting us for two weeks, me and telle took some work of to have fun so today we are going shopping then going to "Wild River Country"(a water park) then we are going to meet up with some of our friends and go go carting and mini golfing.... Tomorrow morning we leave for youth conference... I am SOOO excited for youth conference, I will have a Blast and I won't have to babysit.... and Since I am almost 16 I have know problem meeting and getting to know all the guys.... AND there will be TWO dances!! and on top of all that I get to roommate with my best friend Haley (unless something changes of course...) Well we are leaving to go shopping for some jeans and slacks for Youth conference so I guess I'll fill you in later-I might take pictures at youth conference maybe...-love YA

Thursday, July 3, 2008

idk my life anymore...

OK,
I am so tired of babysitting I have to babysit pretty much everyday starting Monday.... babysitting wouldn't be so bad if it didn't take up all my time. The money is good but I have summer assignments I am doing for school that I have NO time to do, and a History project that I have No time to Work on. I fell as though summer is almost over and I haven't even got a break to regain my energy that I will need for next school year...I also have a summer goal I am working on which is to read the Book of Mormon by the end of summer which is like August 1... and I am only in 2nd Nephi chapter 4... So I pretty much get up sometime between 5-7 depending on how exhausted I am when I wake up and how I am doing my hair, what i am wearing that day, etc... and I don't get home until 6. The second i walk in the door my mom says "please do your chores" and so I have time to do my chores and eat dinner by which time I just want to sit down from such a long day...
One of my best friends told me she just wants to be regular friends- where you say hi to each other but don't get together all the time or call each other etc... and my other best friend which is that girls best friend doesn't ever hang out with me anymore and is going to be gone for the rest of the summer at EFY, and other places.... Chantelle is always hanging out with her Boyfriend when she isn't working and when she is finally home she invites him over or goes to bed early...
I don't really understand why I can never get friends very easily, I guess maybe I am just one of those annoying girls no one wants to hang around....
To top everything off no matter how tired I am I can't seem to get any sleep! And My brother Alex has been gone all week... I seriously don't know my life anymore...
The other day I told my dad I was excited to be 16 cause I can drive and I don't have to have them drive me everywhere, and he freaked out and got all mad at me and said "The first time you drive off without permission you get grounded and your keys taken away"... Over-reaction! I told him that's not what i meant when I said you guys wouldn't have to drive me everywhere but by that time he wasn't listening anymore. well I guess I 'll go now cause my mom wants to get on...I'm not trying to complain but everyone says I never write on my blog and that's why cause I never have time to and I have nothing to write about except babysitting cause my life is so boring and I'm not going to bore you with that stuff... Well I love you all and I guess I'll write later!

Monday, June 23, 2008

100 Things about me...(got tagged by Alex)

1. i love my name.
2.My sister Chantelle is the best thing that has happened in my life.
3. I love hanging out with her.
4.Almost ALL of the dangerous or bad things I have done were with Chantelle.
5.My Sister convinced me to go skinny dippping with her, I will never do it again...
6.I LOVE reading...
7.I LOVE learning about christ and the second Coming
8.I can't wait till I meet my Special Guy (Future Husband)
9.I don't like soda very much
10.Dairy products hurt my stomach
11.I hated it last year when me and Alex were in different schools...
12.I wish i knew my aunts and uncles better...
13.I want 6-8 children
14.I Hate talking on the phone except to Ashley and Robby
15.It takes me like 5 min to text
16.I am somewhat smart
17.I like neutral looking make-up
18.My mom is a sweetie
19.I hate when I have to take medicine
20.I love Country Music
21.I love EFY music
22.I have dreams of going to EFY someday
23.I have always wanted to be a really good Piano player
24.I used to dream of being a Really good gymnast.
25.I have MAJOR trust issues
26.My Civics teacher i had last year was the best teacher i have EVER had...
27.People believe in me more than I do myself
28.I hate how my mom and dad NEVER ask to see my report card, but go crazy to see everyone elses.
29.I want to go to BYU idaho for college
30.I am trying hard to get a full ride scholarship there..
31. After my kids are all grown up i want to be a Pediatric nurse in the cancer area...
32.I can not stand clutter
33.I hate it when Chantelle messes up our just cleaned room
34.Chantelle is going to be lost with out me...
35.I am going to be lost without Chantelle...
36.I LOVE my sunday school teacher sister Burton
37. my best friends are Haley, Ashley, and Robby
38.I wish everyone could just be nice to each other
39.I wish people would pick up after themselves
40.I wish we lived closer to a temple
41.Snuggles is a very Special dog and I love her
42.I am not as interesting or out going as my siblings
43.I hate clothes shopping cause nothing ever fits me...
44.I hate being late
45.I love being early
46.I wish people would stop trying to change me and accept me for who I am
47.I have a strong testimony of my Savior Jesus Christ
48.I love doing service
49.I love going to the temple
50.I can't wait until I have a family of my own
51.I hate painting my finger nails
52.I have to have my toenails painted
53.I Love flip flops and they are all I wear except on sundays
54.I love Super Saturdays and Stake Dances
55.I don't understand guys
56.I don't like going to the movies except on Really good movies
57.I like watching movies on the couch witha tub of icecream in the middle of the night
58.I love cold apple juice
59.I can only sing quietly
60.I have more of a mellow personallity
61.I am Definately a morning person
62.I love little kids
63.I hate immature rood guys
64.I hate how I am always the one that breaks the guys heart
65.I hate always being the"first girl he's ever liked"
66.They tend to take it harder that I won't date until I am 16...
67.My favorite church picture is "The Lamb and the Lion"
68.I can't believe I still have 3 more years of high school left
69.I hate Doctors and Physcologists
70.I have REALLY sensitive teeth
71.I am not very Photogenic
72.I dream that I can make a big difference some day
73.I am scared for what the world will be like when my kids are teens
74.I hate jeans, most of the time
75.I hate tight pants
76.I am NOT a city girl
77.I am NOT a country girl
78.I am just in the middle
79.My husband is going to love me for who I am
80.I babysit ALL the time
81.I only like writing when I am assigned to in English
82.I think my whole family are cuties
83.I hope my husband can sing and dance
84.I love singing when no one is around
85.I love Dancing with guys
86.I love decorating my room
87.I love cooking breakfast and dessert
88.I hate cooking dinner and lunch
89.I believe strongly in hard working people
90.I love swimming
91.I love minature things i think they are really cute
92.I look good in white
93.Half of our shirts are pink
94.If I am not engaged or married by 21 I hope to go on a mission
95.I LOVE school
96.I love learning about new things
97.I love horseback riding
98.I love driving
99.I love spending the day with just me and my mom, even if we are just cleaning
100.I am glad for all the mistakes I have ever made because I have learned SO much from them.

I tagged my Dad, Ashley and Robby, Matthew Pulsipher, Aunt Tami, and Uncle Ben

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Hey Everyone,

So I am Supposed to be at girls camp this week but I got sick on Saturday with a high fever and some sort of throat virus... so It's finally going away today. I take the ACT on Saturday with Chantelle, and I think my dad will be disappointed in my score since I've been sick al week and my mind isn't in "SCHOOL MODE"....
So I am taking AP american History next year and there is a summer assignment I have to do but I also have History Day next year that I am working on because with the classes I have next year I won't have very much time to work on it so I am going to get as much done as possible this summer...
Well I better go my mom is pretty upset about Chantelle not being able to go to Camp so I guess I'll talk to you all later!! Love Ya~

Friday, June 6, 2008

Sleeping in

So My new Babysitting job is good the kids are adorable!! I was SO SO tired last night when I finally got to bed aroung 11:00, and I was just going to sleep in today, because I have a miamaid sleepover tonight and I know I am not going to get ANY sleep then. Well I didn't sleep in. I woke up early and tried to go back to sleep forever, untill finally I just got up at 7:22!! I still can't sleep in past 7 or 8 because my body is used to get up aroung 4-5, so it thinks 7-8 is sleeping in. I have no problem getting up early if I could go to bed early to , but I have so much stuff to do that, it never happens! Oh well, I guess I'll just go with getting less sleep!
Have a Great Day Everyone!

Monday, June 2, 2008

Beautiful Girl in Love poem....

Her silky hair flowing in the wind
her eyes sparkling like ocean water
her lips moving quickly like shooting stars
the girl ran
in the beach
in the moonlight
in the summer
in the spark
of her love.

Baby poem...

The baby, a gentle gift from, cries and shivers
weeping with helplessness
shaking with coldness
abandoned in hunger
pleading for warmth, love, and food
waiting for the mother's soft touch

The Passions of my soul poem...

When I am older
I want
*to sing with the birds
*to swim beside the dolphins
*to ride upon the elephants
*to glide into the heavens
These are the passions of my soul.
So for everyone that reads my blog you know that I hardly ever have anything to write about cause my mom already has it on her website...
So I have decided I will post a few of my poems, and essays from my english class. They aren't that great but I'll still post them...

Sunday, June 1, 2008

My Success


After years of hard work, I finally finished my personal progress. Yay to me!!!