Emily

Dear Blog,
I am sitting in the living room with Aaron. He is working on homework and I am trying to be positive. Sometimes girls just get emotional ya know? I feel like crawling in a hole and never climbing out, that way I wouldn't have to worry about all these things I have to do and these decisions I have to make. Today I am worried about what direction my life is headed and whether it is the right one and whether I am ready for it or not. Those of you who know me know that I hate making decisions. Yet in this time in my life everyone is asking me to make decisions. It scares me because what if I mess up? It's only the rest of my life on the line ya know. I don't know what I want to do with my life. I can't decide upon a career. As far as Aaron goes, I love him. I've never been happier with someone in my life before. As we get more serious I get more scared because it's a lot of commitment. Aaron is done with his homework now so chow!