My last Monday at Pizza Classic, and the boy who made it perfect:)

Today was interesting. I didn't want to get out of bed but thankfully I have a job, and that seemed to pull me out. It was a bittersweet morning. It was sad looking around knowing it was my last Monday at work. I think I had the hardest time with Terry Jo. I think I gave him like 5 hugs today. So honestly I was a little down this morning. Then a surprise came. Andi, my old southern country boyfriend stopped by. I went over to say hi thinking he was just getting lunch. Then he said "can I borrow you for... say 5 minutes?" I was like sure. He took me out to his truck and said I got something for you. He had brought me some tiger lilies (lilies are my favorite flower:)) and a very sweet note. He told me not to read it there but I wanted to read it in front of him. His note was the sweetest thing. I don't know how a guy can be so sweet but he is. He knew I was leaving next friday and offered to let me ride the tractor with him one last time. I told him I would definatley take him up on that offer:). Then we both went back to work. I found that through the remainder of the lunch rush I couldn't get that smile off my face. I don't know how he always does that but he does. It reminded me of back in the day when I used to date him how utterly happy I was. I fell asleep smiling back in those days. There is a feeling I felt with him that I have never felt with anyone else. I gave him a hug before I left and a part of me went back to the old days and didn't want to let go. Don't worry I let go but I had a feeling he felt the same. He is such a gentleman... A big part of me wants to just cancel the flight and stay here... but I know that I have to see what else is out there before I can trully be happy. After lunch I went home and it started pouring rain, most people would quickly run inside but I couldn't help but stay out and dance in the rain by myself. I knew there wasn't Arkansas rain in Idaho so I enjoyed the large drops of rain quickly soaking me. By the end of the day I was aggravated with one of my co-workers who just couldn't seem to get things right. For instance she got one persons order and then walked off to make the food and left the other person just standing there waiting to be helped... I was like who does that?! little things like that kept me on edge. Plus I haven't been feeling to well lately and I can't seem to fall asleep earlier than 1 or 2 in the morning each night. I think I'm nervous about leaving and saying goodbye to Hazen, and my family and friends. Tonight I am going to take some Melatonin and knock myself out. Even at the end of the night I am mystified as to why some country boy would stop by and give these beautiful flowers to this girl and make her feel like a princess one last time when he knows she is leaving... but I know the answer... because he is a good hearted man, and he cares. I've never really understood the whole someone else loving and caring for you thing... I mean believe it or not I have the hardest time believing someone cares about a stubborn girl like me... but this town here, the people here, have shown me what love and care really are. They have shown me how to live. I am trully grateful that got the chance to live in this little town:) I am grateful Andi cared enough to come see me today and show me that despite the fact that I did him wrong, and despite the fact that I'm leaving next friday, he still cares. He touched my heart with those 3 flowers and a note. Nothing fancy, but definately perfect. Thank you for showing me that there are guys out there who really are gentleman.:)