Emily

Dear Blog,
This week has been a tough one. It's been my first week on the job. That means less time with Aaron, and less time to do my homework. I made this plan for how I can get everything I need done in a day. I haven't been able to follow it. I don't have the time or energy. I am frustrated at the way things are looking lately. I think I am developing my mothers famous anxiety lol because I am worrying about everything! I just don't know how I am going to do it. I wish I could just live like the pioneers and go find land, build a house, have a garden and animals, and that would be my life. I wouldn't have to worry about house payments or taxes or how to afford to put my chilren in sports. Life is so much more complicated now a days. Blah. I am sure I will figure things out, and I will come up with a rutine that works for me, and everything will be like I want it too lol jk, I know life will never be like I want it to, but one can hope right? Well today is thursday and that means one thing. I don't have to work!! You have no idea how happy that makes me! So Aaron and I are going to play raquetball and maybe basketball I'm not sure. This morning I missed 2 classes... I literally couldn't wake up. I remember opening my eyes enough to look at the clock but then I was out cold again. My body just can't handle this strenuous college life. Idk how Haley does it, or my roommates cause they get so much less sleep than me but they seem to have all the energy in the world. Well I am going to make myself look pretty because that always seems to make me feel better:P Love ya!! -Emily